The Truth

The truth is,

I’m not sure if I really do want to know the truth
or just experience the feeling of purpose that accompanies
searching for it.

I do crave the mystery,
but upon arriving to a conclusion
am almost always disappointed
in something
or someone.

Sometimes the disappointment is in myself
for seeking and finding
what I should have been
careful of.

Sometimes the facts
mean nothing,
and nothing changes.

It’s realizing
there was something that led you
That really breaks the heart.